makes me happy

why i dont feel their presence around me before? until the last moment, suddenly i know how much they treasured me as one of their precious friend...and my guilt conscience kick in like crazy...

huahuahua...

whatever~

one step toward womanhood (yeah~right...;p)

today is my cooking class!
i'm making cookies. i dont know what it's name, but according to my aunt (the recipe provider) it is called brownies. However, as long as i remember, the THING that i made was not brownies-more into chocolate cookies.
well, whatever it is named, it still the BEST cookies i ever done in my whole life ( lets see, i just make cookies for about 5 times? i guess...)
i'm so proud of it...
hehe...
here are the pictures of my DELICiOUS CooKies I EVER MADE so far~

win or lose does not matter, but the excitement it gives that matter. That's what football is.

yeah, that's would i say whenever i watch soccer match. yesterday was the game between selangor and kedah, and as i expected kedah wins! yeay! ( ok, i am not a traitor, i still go for Johor FC -not johor pasir gudang tough, it's sucks)

well, it does not matter, as i really favour kedah FC esp it's coach, azraai khor abdullah, who always wear his purple shirt. maintaining his cool images in the field despite the heat in the field. He also wear specs. ( well, i'm kind of fetish for those who wear specs. kyaa~. those who where specs, beware of me...hehe)

I would prefer the game in the first half, rather than 2nd half as it was really full of surprise, the 1st goal were scored by selangor with nice movement, but kedah wont give up, they fight them back ( eventough it's seem Kedah's goalkeeper kind of wavering). And then Kedah made their first goal and less than 3 mintues, they scored again! yeay! 

Minutes afterward, both team keep struggling, and attacking each other opponent. i also see how nice Kedah play, their cooperation between team members should be praised, tak mengelabah sangat macam selangor. berterabur. but still, i would recall last night game as fast game.  finally, kedah wins the Malaysia League 3-2 to selangor...

( this pic with courtesy from Berita Harian online. http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Sunday/Sukan/20080824001852/Article)

As long as i remembered, in my life, i could recall only several game in Malaysia League that have this kind of game, the fast-exciting game. I glad i watch this match.  i love the feeling of excitement, when the ball keep on passing, through the opponent, and how crazy they run for one ball, and how weather and surroundings affects the game. not only that but i also like to observe the players's emotion and attitude. it really interesting.

and yeah, i watch this game together with my family. ( basically, saturday nite is my dad's prime time to watch the soccer.)
i wonder, with the remaining one month before i fly to czech, how many times that i'll be able to spend my time with my family like this?
maybe it would be the last game we enjoyed together...

watching this game made me feel that i  also want to run on the wide field like crazy kicking the ball around, passing them to the team member, scoring points. but, here, it's kind of limited to me, a girl. at my sub-urban place there is no soccer club for girls, so i could only watch the boys playing soccer every evening with my dad. but, still i got some friends who would like to play soccer 5 on 5, but it's rare ( in a year, how many times that i play with them? hurm...could not remember...T.T) my friends now are all scattered away. 

then in college. altough it's only once, i able to play futsal.
well, quite fun. the opponent are tough. but while playing there are boys watching, so it's quite uncomfortable to move around, but it's only for awhile la. after i got the ball on my feet, i forgot everything, haha...i also punch (accidentally) the opponent...well, she rush to me like some mad bull in rodeo ( is it harsh word? sorry, did not meant so) i accidentally held out my fist and WHACK to her abdomen. from the sound i make, i could guess it's quite painful...i'm awfully sorry for her but yeah, deep down in my heart  i scream, ( cool! i did punch her!!! )..haha...

well, i just hope, i have this desire to play soccer wherever i go. i wish i could find soccer club for girls when i pursue my studies, aside from karate club...i just cant stay still...

countdown fly to rep czech: exactly 1 month. 

the waiting is over...

Finally! the IB exam result is out...and...I'm bit surprised with the result...
Unexpectedly PLEASANT!!! YEAY~!!!
but...only to certain extend...as for some subjects, I know where I did wrong...
but I'm totally done!!!
YEAY~!!!
Celebrate? hurm...
i dont know, as my result may seem successful to some people, but, personally, I dont think so. Anyway, I'll just celebrate it, for my hardwork over 2 years.
whew~. I'm relieve...i'm done in this stage.
I got another stage awaiting for me this September...

Countdown to Check IB result; 3 hour 05 minutes left...

I don't know what to expect...but let's have fun! yeah~!!!

Finally!!!

After more than 4 month non-blogging life, finally...I'm able to post in the blog. It's pretty hard to delete my previous blog account, well it's not that I had no choice, but it's way TOO EMBARRASSING to read all my post...it's seem...ridiculous.

Hahaha! well that's me anyway.
Believe me, the decision of deleting the previous blog account is not that simple. It takes...about..a month? i think.

well, now with the new account, i want to start from the scratch. Since...I got life now, after 2 years at college...taking IB [International Baccalaureate to be exact]. IB is sure tough. But I enjoy it! ( Seriously sincere from the bottom of my heart) . but taking IB course also actually had prevent me from being 'loyal' to my previous account. Just imagine...i hardly online for a week. or two. Maintaining blog is not easy. It is easy to create a blog, but it is hard to maintain the blog.

Oh well, I'm not sure if i able to be a good blogger afterwards. maybe i can be a good blogger, but maybe for the first 3 month. as after this, i might further my study. again, maintaining a blog would be another type of challenge to me.

Alright! enough blabbering. actually, i just kind of 'heating' up my blog, or 'spicing' my blog or anything. but at least, it is as introduction of my blog.

WELCOME TO MY MIND!!!